It’s not easy for me to identify who am I

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the only thing i can inform you, i’m the person who is really crazy about being myself. For all of my journey, I’ve been raised to be “what others think.” I believe there’s  some of us even dictated with comparison and lead ourselves sit to these ideas: how can i celebrate me without this or those car,or even no car,  what would life be with the idea eating without meat, fish, chicken… how do i look , what would i wear on.   We never learn to apreciate ourselves just the way we are, and never really learn to say how much is enough, never ever define it, ever. This is the root of human’s greedy.  That’s why we have no idea to say enough to the Earth, for all kind of treasures: water, soil, atmosphere, animals , plants and many form of entities.

Hopefully there will be a time then, we finally admit our Earth is not just doin fine, there’s a very very serious crisis in every inches of Earth. Then we try to get real, to be honest to ourselves, it will lead us to the seeds of change.  I try to start it from myself, the person who I can control totally.

“Don’t you realize that the sea is the home of water? All water is off on a journey unless it’s in the sea, and it’s homesick, and bound to make its way home someday”

-Zora Neale Hurston-